Why?Why?Many questions arise that cannot or will not be answeredBut I have no where else to turnAnswers must be foundUnderstanding must be mineAs I get lost in the moment, I feel that answers may not be necessaryFor what percent of life must be logical?Genuinity should count for somethingBut I see only hypocrisy advancingI see lies and deception, foolishness and mindless beingsAll speaking such wise words of vanityLoss and hurt make unquestioning people questionMy questions are those of will and desire versus your promises of love and commitmentCould I be molded and shaped into something I think is of worth?But then wh
Take Me AwayTake me far away where I can be aloneDon't make me do what you want me to doDon't make me do what I want to doDon't make meLeave me aloneTortured environments could be mineAre mineWere mineBeen mine for so longVictim or not?Never a victimAlways the causeStill the causeI am the causeI am not the victimVictimization can only take hold if that's what I desireI did desireBut victimization only took hold in my mindYour mind shapes your fearsYour mind shapes your hopesYour mind shapes your dreamsYour mind shapes who you areShould it?In my mindI thought it was safeI thought I could say anything, feel
Sincerely, MeDear Love,I thought you said you were leavingI thought you said you'd be goneI thought you said it was overI thought you said it was wrongI thought you said you didn't love meI thought you said you didn't careI thought you said it wasn't true loveI thought you said it wasn't fairI thought you were the oneI thought you knew it tooI thought we held otherToo close to be trueThe way you used to kiss meThe way we used to touchChanged my life foreverTaught me all about loveNow we're older and wiserSo let the truth be knownI'm married now with two kidsAnd a love that makes our homeBut part of me is still cry
Good MorningSome memories are niceSome are unpleasantSome bring a pictureSome bring a soundSome bring a smellOne thing they all have in commonIs that they reunite us with something or someone from our pastThis can be goodThis can be badWhen I think of memories growing upI laugh, I hurtWhen I sit and think of memories made with the one I loveI smile, I cryShe is the reason I liveFor the sake fo the one I loveFor the sake of us"Us" is a much larger and important word than I knewWe fuss and argueWe kiss and loveWe destroy our fears togetherWe rise above it allMy love for my bride is that of insurmountable proportion
BeneathBeneath my wingsI flow into another realm of new beginningsSentences of discouragement are brought to my attentionAnd foretold by the days of oldLocating my deepest desire and it's source may take timeLonely, hurting, yet still breathingHow much pain can I take?Is there no sacrifice for all of nature's cure and death?Symbolism and politics plague the landBeneath my heartBeneath who I amBeneath searching and findingI strive to be someone of meaning and purpose someday
The Black SheepDivide the truthIs there enough for everyone?Inadequate desire for itYou can have itMany voices; noiseConsequential resultsResults not chosen, but givenPlanned results?RiseMake your markBe calm sea of stormsBe stillDriven by society to achieve their goalsTheir goalsLessen yourselfSeek only that which is pureMistaken, problematic, guilty, shamed, dirty, confused, no moreCleanDivided pandemonium conquering the airBut yet so busyAll in tandemWake upWake up you who sleepThe black sheep
Arrival Of LoveStuck outsideI can never enter through the doors of unbeliefWailing, continually thinkingMindful of my ownSearching, I strive to find a way to my ownI've been before, but I can never go backCan you walk through these doors?The wind of danger playfully scans the horizon of lifeTradition speaks of mankindDisbelief, selfish requirements maintain an unhealthy society through the accomplishments of manA sturdy branch appears, accepting those who believeConfusion, chaos reignsThrough the mayhem, love sings her sweet melodyArrivalNow I must chooseDo I continue in search of something more?Or do I accept my inner feelin
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